12th November 2005,
Saturday morning- write something before start work. Today Mag and Charmine not around, they attending Pharmacy Scientific Conference in KL, Saturday will have a lot of patients, and prayfully that things will go well. Asked God for heart of wisdom and to be involved in my encounter with work.
Last night All Night Prayer. We watched Mother Theresa's movie. A unselfish life that has been given to God for people. A compassion heart, moved with the needs and people. It remind me on the phrase "You can give without Love, but You can't Love without Giving". She give her whole life- she's into the street, doing whatever she can to save 'one'. No need many- one, as it goes...she start out having the determination to reach out. Step out in faith. We prayed, we pray for heart of compassion. The Spirit of God moved among His people- showing us the basic of all, the basic simple Love- compassion heart. We repented, ...our eyes has been blinded and swayed by the selfish desire of building our own mansion. We have lost the zeal for evangelism- we have failed in many ways. Yeah, the time is near...How should be our response? Is it just a information to stir up the emotion to repent, to cry out and after a while going back to normal, or it's a change of heart, a transformation? How are we responding; to respond-- to act it out. A challenge. But a challenge should not remain jst challenge but some action and change.